WRECKED: GODS OF CHAOS MC, BOOK FOUR by Honey Palomino

Author:Honey Palomino [Palomino, Honey]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Honey Palomino
Published: 2016-08-15T04:00:00+00:00

CHAPTER EIGHTEEN

Wreck

Once again, I fucked up.

If Ryder found out I’d kissed Vanessa, he’d send me packing, no doubt about it. But fuck. I couldn’t resist her.

Her lips were so warm, so fucking inviting.

I hadn’t felt like that since I’d kissed Frankie and now I was completely overwhelmed and freaking out. What had I done? How in the world was I going to be able to resist her now? I’d stepped over the line big time and now I didn’t know how I’d be able to step back.

My feelings for Frankie were so pure, so full of light and innocence, and so fucking long ago that I’d convinced myself that they were just the result of our youth. First times and all that shit. Over the years, when I’d kissed other women, it was nothing like that at all. I’d convinced myself that those fireworks that went off every time I kissed Frankie weren’t even real, because they’d never happened since her.

And that had gotten me through all those nights of lackluster sex and missed connections and awkward exchanges of bodily fluids. I told myself that’s how it was supposed to be. The sparks only ignited the first time.

But now those fucking fireworks were back like it was the fucking Fourth of July and I was shaking in my boots like a war veteran.

We’d stayed by the creek making out for an hour before I insisted we go back. I was on the verge of ripping her clothes off and taking her right there on that mossy log across the creek, and I knew if I took it that far, I’d never turn back.

Not that I could now, either, but I tried fooling myself just to get away for a minute.

Now that I was back in my room alone, I realized that I was indeed thoroughly fucked.

Jesus - the way she looked at me seemed to cut right through me, those blue eyes peering into mine like she was trying to read all my stories, as if they were written in my eyes. Her eyes spoke volumes of their own. Mostly, I saw pain, but when she stared at me after we’d made out, I saw something else.

Hope? Desire, sure, but something more than that. For fuck’s sake, I could swear it looked like love, but how the fuck could that be? She barely knew me. We’d only just met!

That’s what threw me the most.

She kissed me like she’d known me forever, like she had every intention of going as far as we could, as if she never wanted to stop.

What the fuck was I supposed to do with that?

I wasn’t Jesse, not anymore. I wasn’t the devoted boyfriend.

I was Wreck now. I was the unavailable asshole that just wanted a quick fuck, if even that, and then to be on his way. No strings attached. Not even friends, just benefits.

I hadn’t been Jesse in a long time and I probably never would be again.

No. This was all wrong.

It didn’t matter

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